why i can't make a frigging decision...

my life lately has been filled with drama. and some people might even think that i am creating the drama for myself.
i don't know what it is, but since i've moved out on my own to california, i can't seem to make a frigging decision. 'where do u want to go eat?' 'wherever'

the core of my life has been about exploring what i really like and want out of life, from all angles and in all context. instead of following the "regular" and the expected path, who knows why but i've started to question things... i guess most of my life i've chosen choices that "pleases" my parents... the path of least resistance. mind you, through it all, i've been the defiant not-so-demure chinese daughter they never thought they would have.