hopefully a beginning to more free lunches...

they want me for an onsite interview!!!! OMG!!!!!

i was preparing myself for a rejection... a 2nd phone screen with a different group maybe. i had just sent the staffing guy my feedback about the friday phone screen and he wrote back to say they want to bring me in to talk to some team members... I NEED TO STUDY!!!!

all along this path so far, i thought, i should be able to do this. but now it really feels like i might actually go down this path. i guess i prefer being the pessimist - you are either right, or pleasantly wrong. small comfort, but a comfort nevertheless, to say "at least i was right, i knew things might not work out..."

i'm bouncing around on high energy right now, because work is sucking. this tiny hope at the end of the tunnel is helping me stay afloat.. write more later